I am lost nowadays.
The things I thought I know to operate seems to be new to me.
The home that I have been all these years seems new to me.
The roads and streets that I have walked cycled bike'd and car'ed seems unknowingly new to me.
The people whom I knew as brothers and sisters all through the years seem new to me.
The image of myself when I look in the mirror seems new to me.
All the while I feel that I am doing the routine things seems new to me.
I feel that I have learnt a new art when I get up in the morning and brush my teeth.
The whole idea I had about the world and the environment suddenly seems strange to me.
I get deeply engrossed in studies but immediately feel I have lost the context of my reading and I am completely blank on what was I doing.
This is one of the weirdest part of my brain which is making me think that I know nothing and this gives me a sense that I don't want to be in this for long or I will either become insane or make people beside me insane in which the latter sounds true.
I am killing my time by either staring at things which I have always seen them on a daily basis and I still think that its new to me.
Why am I feeling so blank?
Have I got too many tensions in life or am I too much worried about my future.
The life around me feels to be stand still.
The life isn't moving anywhere. This part of my life feels to be EMPTY.
